something about friendship...

This is something that I’ve been thinking of lately... something related to friendship...Something that involve somebody’s heart... it’s not a new phenomena actually... I’ve saw this happen before and me myself also involve in this situation anyway.

Being friend with somebody is the best thing in the world I think. Especially if those who we be friend with become the one who really close to us. I guest many of us do a lot of thing to make them like us or be friend with us. This is the most serious damn stupid things that we shouldn’t do. I mean it is good to make people like us but it’s not acceptable if we became like their slave or lost our identity because of it. “Hypocrite” is the best word to describe it.

Some of my friend did this, and I know how painful it was when they’ve been rejected or being used for their so-called friend own goods. It’s hurt a lot. You will then realize how stupid you are to do those things. When you look back you can see people who like you or be friend with you just the way you are. You will regret of leaving them behind just to find a new excitement. You will then hoping that they still can accept you and be friend with you. So... some moral of the stories that I would like to share with you is;

1. Just be yourself. Don’t ever be “someone else” that is not you to make people like you.
2. Appreciate your true friend. No matter how bad they were... there is something that you would like about them.
3. If you think they have ignored you, look back and think, are you did the same thing to them? If yes try to solve the problem and makes thing clear.
4. Love yourself first before you love somebody else. This is really... I mean really important.

I guest there are so many tips that you can Google it yourself about friendship. This is just a simple reminder for me and I’m not trying to be a psychologist here.hee...Peace y’all.

"friendship is something precious. if you lose it, you will never earn it back"

deeplovefromecha<3

pak kaduk dan mak itam

oh tajuk di atas hanya rekaan semata-mata.
kalau dollah buat ali dan siti..
aku jua maw pak kaduk dan mak itam.
hehehe.

okeh.
persoalannya disini.
kenapa ada yang x puas hati dgn kemana ku pergi.
dgn siapa ku berkawan.
apa yang aku lakukan.
jika alasan mereka adalah kerana mengambil berat.
terima kasih banyak.
tapi kenapa ?
kenapa harus dipersoalkan.
aku tidak melakukan maksiat.
tidak juga mengambil benda yg terlarang.
malah tidak juga curang.

aku hanya pergi menghiburkan hati.
mendengar alunan mereka yang baru nak naik.
dan ada yang telah lama.
aku bukan obses terhadap mereka.
sama sekali tidak.
dan aku tak pernah berbangga dan menghebohkn minat itu.
kerana aku sedar.
aku ada prioriti yang lebih dari itu.

aku tahu.
ramai sungguh poser masa ini.
yang sangat berbangga dengan kemana mereka pergi.
dan apa mereka buat dan dengar.
aku tau..ramai yang telah lama mendalami jiwa itu.
so.. aku tak mahu kata apa.
kerana aku bukan sapa-sapa.

hmm..
kesimpulannya.
usahlah kau bimbang dengan siapa ku berkawan
atau kemana ku pergi.
insyaallah..
selagi iman masih di dada.
akal mampu berfikir.
hati masih celik.
aku masih ke landasan yang benar.
doakan aku.

Hari ini..Hari Norie..

Norizza Syafiqah bt Bahrin

know her since the first day di ukm.

sahabatku bershoping..bergossip..

berphoto-gedik..

menari..gembira..

tertawa..menangis..

i'm really glad to have a friend like you here.

thanks for everythings.

gelak tawamu dpt memecahkan sepi hidupku.

semuga kt bakal menjadi rumate yg hapening sem depan..

gud luck in everything u do..

and ow..u wish for a boyfie rite?

i'll find you one.. or more..hehe.;P

selamat hari lahir yg ke-20.

BFF forever babe..

i'm going.

My present.
Doesn’t mean anything.
I can’t make u guys happy.
I can’t make everything’s right.
I have nothing to give.
I guest I’m just a burden.
Or just a girl to fill the empty places.

So.
I’m going.
Leaving this guiltiness behind.
Leaving this sadness.
Even though I didn’t do anything wrong.
I guest. You never know!

Enjoy your day.
Having fun without me.
I know this going to happen.
Coz I’ve been through it before.
It’s okay. I’m used to it.

I’m going.
Hoping that everything will going back to normal
After this. Perhaps. Maybe.
Hoping that it will makes everyone happy.
Hoping that it won’t happen again.
Sorry for what I’ve done.

ini tag dari dollah and amer..

PERATURAN TAG:
* Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)* Put it on shuffle* Press play* For every question, type the song that’s playing* When you go to a new question, press the next button* Once completed, tag 5 other people
DON’T CHEAT!

Opening Credits:
Poker face- Lady Gaga

Waking Up:
tentang kita-couple

First Day At School:
just my imagination-the cranberries

Puppy Love:
Love story-taylor swift(we were both young when i first saw u..haha)

Fight Song:
fallen leaves-Billy talent(hm...layan2)

Breaking Up:
stop crying your heart out-oasis

Prom:
bukan superstar-project pop.(best2)

Life is Good:
khayalan masa-one buck short

Driving:

whatever you like-T.I.

Flashback:
pesta muda-mudi-saloma(gile flashback.hahaha)

True Love:
dear god-aveged sevenfold(ow..^_^)

Wedding:
kehadiranmu-hijau

Moment of Triumph:
fuck you-lily allen(ahha.best dow)

Death Scene:
my sacrifice-Creed

Funeral Song:
one last breath-creed

End Credits:
athmara-oh chentaku.

seterusnya..saya tag amer the guitarist , topeq the nasyid guy and maya the pirate ;P

tiba-tiba aku rasa risau.

tiba-tiba je aq rase risau..

macam ade je yang tak kene kebelakangan nih..dan yang akan datang..

firstly aq xde bju untuk dinner. siyes dow.. baru aq teringat dinner kolej next week.

okay,..back up plan aq masuk tarian.. at least adela baju malam tuh..sah-sah kene ngan temanye..clasik 60's70's 80's camtulaa.. tapi takde yang panggil ntok practice pon.hahaha.

tapi.. kalo ade pon..weekend nih 13.14.15 aq xde coz ade stimulasi kat pahang..menjadi fasilitator kpd adik2 d skola menengah pekan pahang kot. adoyai..nasib ade budak stpm skali..mne taw jmpe jodoh..ahax,.

secondly..aq risau tentang assigment aq yang due datenye banyak next week. aq seakan-akan masih tiada mood ntok wat.risau dow.sangat risau..akaun.economy islam.speech comunication..huuu..;(

tak lupe juga kepada mid exam statistik aq 16 nih. sah-sah nak p jadi kakak contoh kepade adek2 yee.. knela study awal ckit.tapi aq x bape nak paham la weyh..tuuulluunn..

maka..ape korang rase solution terbaek ntok:

1. baju dinnerku? ade sape2 nak bagi pinjam tak?hee...
2. assigment-assigment ku? tolongg..;))
3. mid exam ku? naseb aq la an.

hopefully adelah care yang terbaek ntok settlekn sume nih. btw byk sunggoh invitation ntok bersuka-ria weekend nih. kepada yg g gig..aq ade gig kat pahang. kepada yang g shoping..aq nk shoping2 kt pahang la ni..kt pekan tu ade ap ea?..kpd yg g holiday..yaaa..aq pon holiday gak..holiday kat skola..hahahaha..

Hepy bday HAZEL.

hazel natasya zazali

She..
one of ma friend..
accompany me in my darkness..
help me through the emptyness..
a good listener..
a good sister..
share our probs togather..
happy and sad..


happy 21st bday,sis.
sorry i didnt make a suprise party for u.
juz be at ur side when u need me.
and a little ugly bear to make u smile.

dont be sad wif what u've been through rite now
i'm sure u will find the shine out of it.


last but not least..
hope our sisterhood will last forever..

juz find me if u need me..

coz i'll be there juz for u..

luv ya.
mmuuaahhxx;)


P/s: sorry for da broken english.hee..;P

mulut pedass..

Seperti biasa seseorang itu pasti mempunya sifat marah.Tipu sgtlah kalo kt x penah marah..mesti ade bende yg akan membuat seseorang itu marah dan sakit hati. time tuh rase cam nk jerit je..muka pon cam singa nak cari makan..senyum pon jadi sangat susah..

kes aq pulak..dgn certain org aq akan lepaskan saje amarahku tanpa perlu aq tapis-tapis. kerna orang itu dah selalu dimarahi atau dah paham dengan sifatku ini. mereka pasti paham..namun aq ni jenis orang yang diam selagi aq mampu untuk bersabar. aq diam..diamm..senyum dan diamm.. namun sampai satu tahap kesabaranku diuji..aq pasti meletup!

di saat kemarahanku meletup..aq amat simpati kpd si mangsa..yela...orang manis tapi mulut pedas..sekali orang tu aq sound.. aq pasti sound yg pedas2..kalo x dgn hanye menyindir..aq maki betul-betul..x caye tanye saje kepada yg pernah kena..mungkin aq x biase memaki orang tersebut..maka ape yang aq cakap jadi sangat tajam di telinga beliau.

SO WHAT!!..dah ko x pandai jage hati orang..watpe aq nk jage hati ko lagi kn??

aq dah penat berdiam diri..jadi sorang yg baik dgn menurut sgale arahan..

eh! aq ade hak untuk bersuara..jadi maafla kalo terasa...

sebenarnya..

aq malas nak gaduh-gaduh..

malas nak bermasam muka..

malas nak sakit hati..

malas nak ade musuh..

sangat malas..

maka....

pandai-pandai lah jage hati kawan..

pandai-pandai jaga mulut..

u should know ur limit.

current dimanakah?

oooiii....mane current nih...

dah 2hari beturut paras aku current cam biskot chipsmore..jap ade..jap xde..

klo biskot sapekah yg makan?? orang yg berperot boroi agaknyee...

adooyaaiii!!! tensyen dow.. blom lagi melalui hari-hari tensyen yang bakal tiba...

nak study susah, nak mandi susah...nak berak pon susah..

terpakse tido awal nk kurangkan ketensyenan.huh.

xpon paras nih kene buang dow.

eh..mane boley..kene tuko paras dow next sem.haha.

waaaaa!!!!,,,...kenape paras 2 blok laen xde lak masalah ni??

ni mesti ade orang nak sabotaj aq nih!!

huh..hati busuk btol!!!!;P

dimana silapnya?

aku rindu..
aku rindu..masa indah dulu..
saat bersama mereka..
gembira bersama..
menikmati dunia remaja..
yang hanya difahami oleh kita..

namun tak semua kekal lama..
masa berubah..
manusia berubah..
yang dulu nampak sempurna..
kini terlihat kekurangannya..
tak semua boleh terima..
tak semua orang suka..

kini hanya aku dan diriku..
mengimbas kembali nostalgia lama..
menilai dimana silapnya..
fikirkan apa yang perlu diubah..
atau teruskan menjadi diri sendiri..
walaupun diri sedang berhipokrasi..

entah..
aku pon tak tahu..
yang ku tahu hanya..

aku dan mereka yang menyayangiku apa adanya..

just for my mom;)

First shout out for mama!! heppy birthday to you yg ke-52.. mama dah tua!!yay!! (hehe..kuang ajo punye anak!!) actually nak ucapkan banyak-banyak terima kasih for u mama.. walaupon mama x bace pon blog nih..

sahaja anakmu disini menyampaikan rasa bersyukur kerna dilahirkan dari rahimmu..seorang ibu yg sanggup bersengkang mata..menghadapi segala kejian dan makian..menempuh onak duri dengan penuh kesabaran..untuk melihat anakmu hidup sihat dan bahagia..sesungguhnya pengorbananmu tak mudah untukku balas..hanya dengan doa dan kejayaanku di dunia mampu kulakukan untukmu..

since x sempat nak celebrate same2..terimalah kek 300km away from u..huh.. i love you mama!!! you are the best mom ever nomather what..!!mmuuaahhxxx!!