she..

She's trying to forget all the past…
And living a happy life…
With all her friends think that she has no problem…
She wants to be known as a happy girl…
But that is just her wish…

She has a lot going on her mind…
She’s not a person who loved to call and cry about her probs...
Showing to everyone what she felt…
Cursing a lot and crying all day long…

She just loved to hear her friend’s prob…
Even though she has one…
She just doesn’t care…
She has been moved up and down on friend list…
Or not been written on someone’s blog…
Caused she knew one day they still need her…or not…
She still loved them…

But one thing… makes her become so weak…
She can’t stand it… and her fake smile is so hard to make…
Why…because of a small matters…
He is willing to hurt her…
Why he don’t just killed her when she was a kid…
Why now?...
he just make thing worse...and hating more...

this is so unfair… it is so unacceptable…
Why it is so hard to fake a life…
Living in a fucking-fake-fine-and-happy life.
Heartless and feelingless…
Cause luck is not on her side…
She’s not blaming her faith…
she just wish that she could be strong enough to through this life.
Dear god…please help her.:(