its a tag.

The challege:
Go to your photos folder in your computer.
Go to the 6th folder of photos.
Go to the 6th picture in that folder.
Put the picture on your blog and description of it.
Invite six friends to join the challenge.
Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.

this is the 6th pic of ma 6th pic folder.

the next 3 people that important to me after ma family.

eka, norie n pjol.

chenta hatiku.

saya sgt sayang mereka.

terlalu byk untuk dinyatakan tp biarlah rahsia.hee.

ow.saya x taw nk tag siapa.

happy bday papaku.

I send waves of love and birthday wishes ....

".....like clouds
Drinking in the morning light;
Like countless waves on the sea,
Like the exuberance of aimless winds,
Like the ceaseless flow of trees
That rejoice the heart of earth,
Like the first streaks of light
At the edge of ancient night...."

~ Rabindranath Tagore, ~
From "The Free Path"

sorry, I can't be with you today.
sorry, I'm not a perfect daughter.
But i wish you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY, papa:)

i'm surrender!

need some changes? part II

owh...aq sudah kembali ke UKM.. ntok mulakan shortsem selama 7 minggu.. org laen dok cuti aq p study..bgus ke x tuh?..tp xpela..dr aq dok uma..kije pon blom tentu..at least terisi gak la cuti aq kali ni..kn? iyekan jelaa...

kali ni aq kembali sbg echa yg baru..baru ap? baru potong rambut..setelah sekian lame aq x potong rambut pendek..last time aq rse rmbut aq cmni time darjah 4 kot..sebelum ni aq asyik berambut panjang..syg sunggoh nk pendekkan.. tp kali ini aq agak redha laa... cm xde perasaan gtu..lebey kurang cmnila rmbut aq sekarang..

ataupun cmnila gambarannye coz rmbutku tidak blonde ye.

hehe..laen x? bkn nak kate muke aq cm paris hilton atau katie holmes..tidak same skali.. cuma nak nyatakan rambut aq lebey kurang camtulaa..hee.;) kadang2 nampak cam comel..kadang2 cam kanak2..haha..perasan pule. tp lantak ler.. rambut aq..huuu..

smuga dgn perubahan yg ini dpt jadikan aq lebih confident ntok mnempuhi hari2 akan datang dan juga dapat melupakan aq pada problem yg telah aq lalui..chaiyok echa!!

she..

She's trying to forget all the past…
And living a happy life…
With all her friends think that she has no problem…
She wants to be known as a happy girl…
But that is just her wish…

She has a lot going on her mind…
She’s not a person who loved to call and cry about her probs...
Showing to everyone what she felt…
Cursing a lot and crying all day long…

She just loved to hear her friend’s prob…
Even though she has one…
She just doesn’t care…
She has been moved up and down on friend list…
Or not been written on someone’s blog…
Caused she knew one day they still need her…or not…
She still loved them…

But one thing… makes her become so weak…
She can’t stand it… and her fake smile is so hard to make…
Why…because of a small matters…
He is willing to hurt her…
Why he don’t just killed her when she was a kid…
Why now?...
he just make thing worse...and hating more...

this is so unfair… it is so unacceptable…
Why it is so hard to fake a life…
Living in a fucking-fake-fine-and-happy life.
Heartless and feelingless…
Cause luck is not on her side…
She’s not blaming her faith…
she just wish that she could be strong enough to through this life.
Dear god…please help her.:(

examm abess weeyyhh!!!!

exam abes weyhh..exam abess!!!wahahahahaha..bangga giler..mcm aq sorang je da abes exam an. hehe..sori laa..terover excited dow.pnt wey tmpuhi minggu exam nih..macam-macam terlintas kat pale hotak aq.kejelesan, ketinggalan, kesorangan, kebosanan, kesteressan, waaahhh.. aq maw pulang..aq rindukan suasana hidup di rumaahh!!! tdo..tgk tb..jalan2..dah la cuti smp ahad ni je hampeh! short sem hampeh! aq mnyampah!!

watever it is. aq kene p gak an.hope short sem best laa..coz aq join bengkel FTS..fest. teater selangor..eh?..so xdela bosan or sakit jiwa kot klo x wat pape or bosan dtglkn kesorgn..ops..tol x? coz lately aq cepat terase dow.. jeles ngn org jek ape kes? mcm xde life. live ur own life babe. u're hve more to do. dont get stress on sumting which is not supposed to be upset with. mereka ade life mereka and so do i.hehe;) myb stress kot tu yg suke pk bukan2..huu..

okeh..nk cte ckt psl exam..sum up sme r ea..hee..

• makroekonomi- hampeh! pnt stay up! stdy week bc ni jek.x berbaloi. satu hape aq x igt. mmg hancus. klo dpt c+ pon aq da sujud syukur kot.huhu.


• prinsip perakaunan- paper first hancus so cm mls ckt..so stdy ckt2 jelaa..mne yg mampu. mcm ok. tgk la cmne..huu.


• hubungan etnik- past year kot secret recipe dye..ad gak kantoi. xpela. hope dpt a;))


• statistik- erk.hmm..adela markah kot. jgn fail sudeyh.haha.


• khidmat masyarakat II- wah!! aq ske yg ni..x dpt a mmg aq saman dr jalal.haha.


• prinsip ekonomi islam- paper td..soklan senang je..tp cm x dpt jwb je..haha..byk salah fakta. mati la.

okeh..tu jek.. hanya itu yg aq mampu.. aq pasrah dan redha jela ngn result t.. aq da cbe try..dan itu je yg aq terdaya nk wat cmnekan.?hee.

owh..aq x sabo nk blk. walaupon kejap. aq perlukan perubahan enviroment. need some changes! tuko hp ke. cut my hair. change my style ke.hahaaha. seriously. sedangkan tomok da berubah..bila lagi echa..haks.

ok2..nk tdo..x ckop tdo..ptg nk p picnic n photoshoot lagay sama c pendek 2nd year, c beso 3rd year n dak final year medic. waahhaa..