she..

She's trying to forget all the past…
And living a happy life…
With all her friends think that she has no problem…
She wants to be known as a happy girl…
But that is just her wish…

She has a lot going on her mind…
She’s not a person who loved to call and cry about her probs...
Showing to everyone what she felt…
Cursing a lot and crying all day long…

She just loved to hear her friend’s prob…
Even though she has one…
She just doesn’t care…
She has been moved up and down on friend list…
Or not been written on someone’s blog…
Caused she knew one day they still need her…or not…
She still loved them…

But one thing… makes her become so weak…
She can’t stand it… and her fake smile is so hard to make…
Why…because of a small matters…
He is willing to hurt her…
Why he don’t just killed her when she was a kid…
Why now?...
he just make thing worse...and hating more...

this is so unfair… it is so unacceptable…
Why it is so hard to fake a life…
Living in a fucking-fake-fine-and-happy life.
Heartless and feelingless…
Cause luck is not on her side…
She’s not blaming her faith…
she just wish that she could be strong enough to through this life.
Dear god…please help her.:(

examm abess weeyyhh!!!!

exam abes weyhh..exam abess!!!wahahahahaha..bangga giler..mcm aq sorang je da abes exam an. hehe..sori laa..terover excited dow.pnt wey tmpuhi minggu exam nih..macam-macam terlintas kat pale hotak aq.kejelesan, ketinggalan, kesorangan, kebosanan, kesteressan, waaahhh.. aq maw pulang..aq rindukan suasana hidup di rumaahh!!! tdo..tgk tb..jalan2..dah la cuti smp ahad ni je hampeh! short sem hampeh! aq mnyampah!!

watever it is. aq kene p gak an.hope short sem best laa..coz aq join bengkel FTS..fest. teater selangor..eh?..so xdela bosan or sakit jiwa kot klo x wat pape or bosan dtglkn kesorgn..ops..tol x? coz lately aq cepat terase dow.. jeles ngn org jek ape kes? mcm xde life. live ur own life babe. u're hve more to do. dont get stress on sumting which is not supposed to be upset with. mereka ade life mereka and so do i.hehe;) myb stress kot tu yg suke pk bukan2..huu..

okeh..nk cte ckt psl exam..sum up sme r ea..hee..

• makroekonomi- hampeh! pnt stay up! stdy week bc ni jek.x berbaloi. satu hape aq x igt. mmg hancus. klo dpt c+ pon aq da sujud syukur kot.huhu.


• prinsip perakaunan- paper first hancus so cm mls ckt..so stdy ckt2 jelaa..mne yg mampu. mcm ok. tgk la cmne..huu.


• hubungan etnik- past year kot secret recipe dye..ad gak kantoi. xpela. hope dpt a;))


• statistik- erk.hmm..adela markah kot. jgn fail sudeyh.haha.


• khidmat masyarakat II- wah!! aq ske yg ni..x dpt a mmg aq saman dr jalal.haha.


• prinsip ekonomi islam- paper td..soklan senang je..tp cm x dpt jwb je..haha..byk salah fakta. mati la.

okeh..tu jek.. hanya itu yg aq mampu.. aq pasrah dan redha jela ngn result t.. aq da cbe try..dan itu je yg aq terdaya nk wat cmnekan.?hee.

owh..aq x sabo nk blk. walaupon kejap. aq perlukan perubahan enviroment. need some changes! tuko hp ke. cut my hair. change my style ke.hahaaha. seriously. sedangkan tomok da berubah..bila lagi echa..haks.

ok2..nk tdo..x ckop tdo..ptg nk p picnic n photoshoot lagay sama c pendek 2nd year, c beso 3rd year n dak final year medic. waahhaa..

why hijab?

hey..check this video. i've saw this a few years ago. then suddenlly it crossed to my mind and i just wanna share it with all of you. since i am a hijabbed, i felt this help me to explain why i'm wearing hijab. just watch it. this is reality. not all of us good right. wear it or not. its depends on you towards ur religion. so, watch it. enjoy. i think julia the architect answered the question well. peace.;))

i'm just sick of people who loved to judge the book by its cover. i mean.. go and judge urself first. look at urself and the sins that u've done. r u good enuff??

need some changes?

exam makro start rabu ni..
oleh kerana terlalu "banyak" membaca dan terlebih "faham"..
aq google la blog layout..
konon-kononnye need some changes...

yelaa..lately ade je jiwa kekacauan..
hidup x tenteram...

hamek ko...
segala link2 aq hilang coz aq x save b4 tukar layout...
damn it!!
blog aq jadi cam haram...ahahahahaha...

kesimpulannyaa...

janganlah ko menghabiskan masa yang tersisa ni

ngn fesbuk n search mende2 x berfaedah...

kan dah jadi camni..hahahahahahaha...

so, akan mengambil masa untuk betulkn balik blog aq..huwaaa!!!!;((